Well it was fun while It lasted my small hiatus from the light has left me well rested and ready to face the world again. All of the murders and robberies had left me shaken and hiding myself from the public, but a saint of a man has given me the power to leave my home and face the world again.

I still cant find a place to see the stars the lights here are so bright that it robs me of my simple joy of star gazing when my mind is troubled. Now that I am alone in this world with nothing left it is time I go start setting my life in order. I have no one left to protect me so it would seem, not that I ever needed them but this is my declaration of independence and an announcement to those who wish harm upon me to know that I am here I am alive, and you are a childish lot.

-Dietrich von Lohengrin

I'm all alone again....I gave Lucifer away to make Isaak happy I worked so hard to keep a roof over our heads and to keep life stable because he couldn't work...and now...now hes abandoned me to return to Master Cain or whatever beautiful Hell Dante could have imaged, no Isaak your never going to be worthy of heaven. I never truly liked you. I hate orders you ordered me around to much. I hope you choke and die for all you have done to me.

I hope you can feel my pain when the AX kills me. When your in bed I hope you yern for that which you will NEVER have again.

( Private to Matt/Unhackable )

1. Reply to this post with five questions you want to ask me. They can be serious or foolish, I don't care! Get personal if you want.
2. I'll reply to your questions on this journal or in a comment.
3. Do the same thing with your journal so I can ask you pointless questions.

Also, Matt may I have a word with you.

I've been keeping myself busy these past few days between jobs and a new hobby. I am still utterly thrilled that I was on TV even if well Nue got his ass handed to him thats totally not the point. Matt is a genius and thats all that can be said about it, I look forward to whatever parts you have for me my friend.

In other news because of all of this time working I have mostly completely lost contact with those I would call friends, I barley see Isaak before I fall asleep and then wake up just to leave. I know I need to speak to Isaak and see if he is thirsting again.I could use a day of rest and I'm sure he would like to feel better if he is ill. Not like it matters, I really don't have any friends anymore since someone had to open there big mouth and tell the priest what I did.

I don't need you AX types anyway. I have Isaak we may be outnumbered but we still are the enemies of the world and we fear you not, Oh speaking to the other enemy of the world. What would you like for dinner Isaak? I wanna try cooking, I already have your wine and cigarettes so I need to know food.

Oh and Isaak, I have a great Idea for Halloween. When I get home I'll show you.

-Dietrich

I was on TV! wasn't it cool! I cant wait to see what all Nue is up too, the character its self though ugly seems very cool. Matt your a genius you know that! I am now a fan of yours!

To everyone who helped me out the other night I thank you.

-Dietrich

This week has been the best week Ive had since I came here, even if Isaak has been sick its been nice to pretend that I have been helping him get better. till I found out he got sick over me. I have been playing a game with a beautiful puppet again which distracts me from hurting the people I care about. I may be considered evil but I do care about some people.

One of those is very precious to me and I know when youFather Nightroad read this you will bust down my door and scream and yell till your red in the face. Don't. I will fuck you up if you try. I am not in the best of moods today.


He left me alone...Everyone abandons me. People wonder why I do bad things I may simply do it for the attetion. I don't feel well right now, Im dizzy from the small accident I had today and I know I should sleep.

I'm going to be an actor, see I can use these skills of mine for good instead of evil. sadly I don't know when my papers for the show that Matt is sending will be here. I don't know if they should arrive today to Tuesday, I should have asked.

I feel sick, I'm laying back down....and now Lucifer is hiding from me. Its so quiet.

one bottle of wine, plus one sick Methuselah equals for bored Puppetmaster. Now what I did... Good idea, bad idea, thats for the parties involved to decide.


In short, I have no regrets. I never regret a thing I do. Now I need a cold shower.

There was a lovely fallout between Isaak and Rina, It ended with me walking home with Isaak, I have pretty much excepted that I am not allowed to have friends outside of Isaak puppets here. But I will prevail I always do, such is the magic of being the puppet master.

A few nights ago I got Isaak cigarettes and a present that I hope gets rid of any doubts he had about whatever hes worried about today, I have made no effort to run, and outside of minor threats to join the AX which could never happen anyway I have been pretty good I would think.

I do wonder however whats got Isaak so paranoid.

-von Lohengrin

I may have a job I will know soon so make your cigarettes last and DO NOT touch Lucifer unless its in a good way, we need him to guard the apartment when we aren't home! Anyway, Panzer Magier I do beleive that we should take a stroll tomorrow night, maybe I will tell you how I died. Make you think the Vatican did it unless Contra Mundi shows up I should be safer this way if Isaak never knows.

I need to explore this city, met people make puppets friends in this place. Do you need anything while I am out today? Please let me know if so.

-Dietrich

I have decided to number these entries in the role of the Major Arcana, isn't that just amusing? It seems someone close to me has arrived and helped me find housing rather quickly which is very good and I've applied for work also very good. I don't really know why but I'm looking forward to being somewhat normal until Isaak decides to start a new Orden.

It seems old enemies are here as well but no worries here, I have died once and returned with no fear of the AX. Also to the Cardinal Caterina Sforza, Duchess of Milan  lady who I met in the park and you know who you are, lets chat again some day.

Oh and to 02, I will stay away from her if she arrives, but I cant guarantee she will stay away from me

10 minutes ago I was laying in a pool of my own blood and now I am in this terribly bright city. This defys logic but still as puzzling as this is I wonder what I am to do. do  search out Contra Mundi and look for my place in the orden once more or do I move along...after all I remember who it was who left me broken and bleeding on that floor.


...What in the world is going on...where am I?